hahahahhaha Sounds like a plan to me…. :)
hahahahhaha Sounds like a plan to me…. :)
Ok… well I have been off my weight loss and off tumbr… for a while now… I have come to realize nothing is going to make me commit to losing weight. Why is it so hard?????? I have been at my job for 6 years… that’s a commitment… I have four children that I love dearly and a husband that I am committed to… but why can’t I commit to love myself and lose this weight that is making me feel like shit and low self esteem. I can’t seem to do it!! HELP!!!! ugh so disgusted at the moment with myself.
2010 CRUISE to Ensenada Mexico! With the hubby…
Food is like sex: when you abstain, even the worst stuff begins to look good! LMAO… I thought this was hilarious.. :)
My first GOAL!!
1. My husband Chirstmas Party on Dec. 17th I want to weigh 215
2. Drink More Water
3. CUT OUT SWEETS completely for the whole month!!
4. Get more photoshoot jobs. I love doing this!
5. Try not to eat too many tamales!! :(
6. Eat more fruits and veggies (less carbs)
7. Start going to the gym at least 2 times a week.
8. Start practicing Baseball with the children and get ready for season!
9. Get pumped up and ready to COACH a TBALL team! yay!
10. Be more productive my in HEALTH!! Make HEALTHIER CHOICES!! :)
I hope to reach all these goals or aleast most of them! I am not weighing in today. I went to black bear resturant last night to binge eat because my purse was stolen out of my truck! I had pies, cake, nachos, bacon cheseburger, fries and a DrPepper. Im sure I ate 10lbs of food so I would rather wait and weigh in on Friday this week. And I have been crying and upset about my purse. The thieves took my whole life in that purse!! I cant even explain how it hurts. I would rather not talk about it before I start crying again.
I really enjoy reading all your blogs you guys are awesome and great people! LOVE IT!! :)
xo
On Sunday at the Raider and Dolphins Game!! It was so awesome and fun!!
BTW I did alot of eating a drinking so I dont think my wiegh in wednesday is going to be any good at all!! Why is it when you get cought up in a moment everything else seems not to be as important!! Tailgate parties and lots of beer!! Were more important them my health and the hard work I put in to lose 10lbs. ugh…
NOW I feel that I have failed myself!! (so worth it) by the way nachos at the oakland football stadium are the BOMB!!
NOVEMBER 1st 2010
Starting Weigh: 232
Goal Weigh: 152
Weigh In Wednesdays
November 3 2010: 232.0 Starting weight
November 10 2010: 223.4 -8.6
November 17 2010: 224.2 +.8 :(
November 24 2010: 220.8 -3.4
December 1 2010:
WIW… Since I reached my December 1st goal last week of 222. My new December 1st goal is 218. I hope I am able to obtain my goal over the holiday weekend. I am going to try and do my best from pigging out!! I will try to burn off calories as much a I can. We are planning to go to Monterey Bay Aquarium on Saturnday thats alot of walking so I hope to burn something off! :) Also Friday is my first Photoshoot!! Im doing some Christmas Pictures for a family. I cant wait!!
I hope everyone has a great HOLIDAY!!!
Xo
Zumba Game for wii is so much fun and you can really feel the burn!! :) I’m so out of breath right and I didn’t even think I still had muscles in certain places!!hahaha ;)
Thank you for all the helpful information!! I really appreaciate it! Good Job on your progress!! xo
Today I reached my December 1st GOAL! I was so excited I treated myself to a hair cut at lunch time!! GREAT JOB XOCHILT!! Now I am thinking about my next GOAL and REWARD!! :)
OK so my New December 1st Goal is 218… *Reward* Pedicure!! :)